when you are faced with a choice, do you take it as a good opportunity or an opportunity loss?

how do you satisfy one without disappointing the other?

how do you make choices that can make everyone happy?

can you really find joy in satisfying others?

what if you're already so used to feeding on everyone else's happiness?

how do you find your own happiness like that?

for all i know, all my life, i am yet to find answers for these questions. being selfish is not an option when you don't know how to. sometimes the most obvious choice is not necessarily something you want.